"Zzyzx road--Stonesour"

I don´t know how else to put this
It´s taken me so long to do this
Falling asleep and I can´t see straight
My muscles feel lika a melee
My body curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I´m still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it´s time I saw the world
I´m only here for a while
But patience´s is not my style
And i´m so tired that I gotta go

What am I suppose to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
Did you really think I wouldn´t see this trough?
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I´m still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I´m leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I´m following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I´m told what to do and I don´t know why

I´m over existing in limbo
I´m over the myths and placebos
I don´t really mind if I just fade away
I´m ready to live with my family
I´m ready to die in obscurity
´cause I´m so tired that I gotta go

Where am I suppose to whine now?
What am I suppose to do?
You still don´t think I´m going see this trough
Tell me I´m a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I´m still too tired to care and i gotta go

Still too tired to care, I gotta go
I´m still too tired to care, I gotta go
I´m still too tired to care, and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go